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J_'s avatar

This energetic exchange opens up exactly why I always cringe a little at questions like "why don't men want real intimacy?" Because of course there are so many men that want it, it's not the real question.

The actual question is a yelling to skies of "why don't men want the real me?"

And the real question under that is the soul-deep and excruciating "why don't *I* want the real me?"

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So I always tried to be the chill girl that ended up with guys I was very ill suited for. It ended horribly again and again. One day I decided to date my friend who I thought was “too nice” for me. He was perfect. Falling in love with him was like falling asleep; slowly and then all at once. We’ve been married for 10 years and I absolutely adore him. He’s a good friend, is humble, kind and warm. I think I thought I would steam roll someone like him but what happened is I finally pulled off the armor I’d been dragging through every relationship. He’s met every vulnerability with kindness and vulnerability of his own. He’s the best man I’ve ever met. Look for that one. If chasing sparks doesn’t work for you try something else. I say this with total empathy for that feeling of frustration with men, I thought they were all frogs but in my case I was a frog chaser!

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