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My amazing boyfriend of going on three years, who I know is plotting a proposal, lights up when I wake up in the mornings, because now we can hang out. He tells me at least once a day how much he loves me and how much joy I bring him, he thinks that nearly everything I do is adorable and delights in it, he does things for me just because he knows I'll appreciate them having been done. It was weird at first! As someone who had been into ~ flinchy dudes in the past, and as someone who had never been loved or IN love before and to whom exuberant affection and affirmation did not come naturally, there was a nonzero amount of self-reflection and choice involved in taking him seriously and letting it fuel my own delight and confidence and love for him rather than Getting Weird About It. And the skeptical version of me isn't wrong, it IS delusion-- I am a perfectly loveable person, sure, but I am obviously not the goddess he worships me as. He is a wonderful man, but I probably do not need to be tearing up in the middle of the workday because I randomly thought about how much I love him. But who cares? Happy, healthy love is building a religion together. All religions are a lot of nonsense, but they are also very, very real. Like Polly says, it's about belief. We all deserve to love true believers, and to become ones ourselves.

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"I did my best not to demonize him for this behavior, since he has been called heartless and robotic by previous partners."

I knew where this was going the second I read this. When his partners called him heartless and robotic, they weren't 'demonizing' him - they were describing how HE hurt THEM. If I was given this feedback by multiple partners, I would get myself in to therapy because I know that no one wants to be treated without compassion or understanding (and that's exactly what this is describing). It's incredibly telling that, when given this feedback, this guy instead resolves to find someone willing to put up with his poor treatment of her and frames HIMSELF as the one being insulted. He sitting there saying, "Other people think I don't treat them well, which is so MEAN to ME!"

Dump this guy and don't look back. He may have some good qualities, but he's not a good partner. Making threats to the relationship (either to end it or change the terms) after every argument is a manipulation tactic, pure and simple. It may be conscious or unconscious, but this guy is definitely trying to get you to keep your complaints to yourself. It's not a coincidence that he suddenly loves you less the second you start having needs and options that are different from his. He doesn't particularly like having to be considerate or accommodating of other people, so the second you try to bring up a conversation that could involve that, he immediately starts thinking of getting rid of you. Being considerate of others is a prerequisite for having a relationship of equals, and this guy should just be alone if that's too much to ask of him.

It's a losing game to try to keep a relationship with someone who doesn't want to give you any effort or consideration.

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